to everyone an i mean everyone im so so so very sorry i worried you  all for those that know i was on a trip i did come home on the date a said but when i came home seems my pc picked up something really bad i almost would of lost my computer but i had a friend fix it it took longer then i thought due to the person needed to get me new parts and basically rebuild my tower so thats why iv been gone so long im again very very sorry plz dont forgive me for something i couldnt control im back now as of today i may seem uneasy tho not my usual happy go lucky self cuz well not many know but i had a dog yes i said had her name was bela she was my little joy i loved her since she was small and well shes gone lost her in her sleep a few days ago an it still hurts me but ill try to keep my smile an be happy an once more im so sorry for scaring everyone